According to God's will for us, I believe love looks different to each person. I also know when I apply God's word to my life, it always serves His purpose. When the Holy Spirit moves, I do my best to respond intentionally. Often, I surely fall short. I don't hear, truly hear, what I am supposed to hear. This applies in person, as well. However, when directed so clearly, I race to fulfill whatever I am being called to do.

One of the last things my husband and I discussed last night was a Biblical "Too Ten Ways to Love Better". I felt the Holy Spirit both convicting me of my sins of not always listening well and too-often speaking with the wrong tone. I was also very comforted that God has changed me enough to clearly see the other ways I love according to His Will. That was equally or more so beautiful to me. I have always been my worst critic, despite knowing it means criticizing how God made me to be. I digress. It's what I do, especially when my brain and heart are racing to pour out everything. It ALL feels incredibly vital. Carol, here is MY direction, LISTEN and SPEAK according to my direction.

I flipped to Ezekiel this morning and sent the study notes to my friend in the midst of a huge spiritual reconstruction. I could not stop there with fuel for my day ahead and ended up in Hosea, again. Interesting contrast. Yes, Lord, I get it in this moment. You directed me to hear your pain and wrath toward people, just as any parent SHOULD scold their children. We all want the best for our kids, especially you. Then, you directly and intentionally contrasted it against the great and persistent love you have for your sinful people in the Book of Hosea.

Father God, I am in awe in the best way this morning. Thank you for loving me so deeply in all my sin. Thank you for always, always, ALWAYS pulling me back to your path and loving me so perfectly. My heart is overwhelmed with all you have revealed to me the past few weeks. Today, I boldly lift up my husband, My children and friends (you know their names) specifically, that you would refine them according to Your Will and they will see the dross from the top in the process as in EZE 22:26-30. Lord, I want to truly feel the joy in spiritual reconstruction and to be empowered to serve you better. May we all begin with giving you more reverence and striving to live up to your level and plan for us, instead of pulling you down to our mess. Let us all be empowered to share Christ Jesus with others through knowing your word better and applying it directly to our lives. Let our fruits be seen so that none can question they are a reflection of your power and grace in our lives. Father God, my hearts desire is for all of us to make a difference for you in this world. I love you. In jesus' name, I humbly ask all of these things. Amen.