After such an emotionally and spiritually uplifting day yesterday, my brain was beat. This entire week has been filled with astounding peace amidst chaos. Mom had her surgery, my decade long friend died at the age of 35, my ex husband is playing games to delay mediation and work has been insanely busy for me. Still, God had me grounded in His Word and serving. All was good until this morning. I should have seen the cracks in my own armor and the door to anger and irritation wide open.

Without telling me in advance, my husband committed to working today. He told me this hurtful news in front of our friends and I was visibly ungrounded for a few minutes. I have literally asked for ONE thing and it was for last night/today to be committed to our friends. Instead of honoring this simple request, he made a decision to be completely opposite of what he knew was important to me. Wasted good food. Wasted my time and peace. I am hurt. I am trying to pray through it and get back to my peace.