Lord, it never ceases to amaze me how fast and powerful your spirit is when in the store. Thank you for allowing me to process everything since last Sabbath until today. Tomorrow evening, Sabbath begins again.

Last week was beautifully busy and God-filled. The past week has been, in different ways. It’s clear that after 3.25 hours with God’s Little Hummingbird last Saturday morning, much is unresolved in my heart. I see all the agreements and yet there is a need to pause. I am not certain why.

I texted Mark and told him last Saturday that I would like to be off every Sabbath going forward. That said, it doesn’t relieve me completely, as the stores will remain open for the time being.

I prayed about the pork issue. Particularly more so after watching the “No Pork No Bacon” Demon with Derrek Prince. I am happy to give pork up if that is what God desires. However, it’s clear He has me waiting until something makes it click permanently. Rather than question God, I am studying and open to whatever He wants to teach me.

Morgan and Eli stopped by the house last night. It was good to share the new doctor encouragement and to share with them why I do not currently have any desire for a Christmas Tree. Just admitting this current state of uncertainty is something for which they called me brave. I do not feel brave. I just feel hungry for the truth.

Please remove from me what is not of you, Lord. Keep refining me. In Jesus Name, Amen.