Father God,

Thank you for all you have done, are doing and will surely do. You’ve heard my incessant praises and do not require them here. I praise you, as well, for making me flip open our Spiritual Warfare Bible at the shop today. I should not be surprised it’s nearly two full pages identifying the causes of curses just before Proverbs 26 begins. Powerful message, indeed. You drew me to the center and LYING/UNFORGIVENESS.

Melissa Schilling Smith continues to boldly lie to her followers. I did not know if you were clipping her “wings” by giving her the back problems immediately after slandering me. I heard her say something about taking on the pain of others, but it was so clear to me YOU gave her the pain for other reasons. It breaks my heart that she doesn’t see that she was also attacking truth you have given me. It was vicious, ugly and beyond slander. You told me to write in the letter something about not harming a Child of Yah without expecting some woe. I will go back and read it again for edification. Still, I would not wish that pain on anyone, including her. You know my prayers for her and her followers remain. It truly breaks my heart for you that such a good teacher in so many ways is hellbent on doubling down on her lies.

Perhaps the first lie she repeated about me on 1/4/25 invited a specific demon to Melissa’s homestead or to the entire group. It would make sense, as I have heard new and repeated lies for the past three weeks. The fact she deleted that “1/4/25 LIVE” from Facebook is a blessing for me, even if she only deleted it to protect herself. That is between you and Melissa. It makes me incredibly uncomfortable to watch her or listen to her now. I trust the discomfort I feel is serving you, Lord. I know you are growing me. I rebuke anyone calling me a Polish Witch or any other false statement.

My husband knows the guard you have had on my mouth. He knows I am only “that” quiet when I am with you. You kept me silent for three weeks after Melissa blocked me from her Facebook page! I sent the letter you commanded on January 4, 2025. I am grateful she took the direct encouragement to block our business pages, as well. I love the page you kept access available to me. Now it makes sense why I did not delete it last year! In your infinite wisdom, you knew it would be needed. As three more weeks have passed, it is clear I would have spiritually dried up if I remained in the stream of her teaching. Not only did she delete that ugly LIVE video, but she also ceased adding the Shabbat lessons to YouTube. THANK YOU.

Father God, you have shown me lies, slander, ugly hearts, distracted spirits and false teachings. You know the false teachings on pharmakeia, birthdays and lukewarm vomit are only part of what I have seen and heard for myself. I will stick to prostrating myself in front of you and your WORD. You are the best teacher, period.

Thank you for working through the issues with me in a way I could understand. You always seem to take me to a WORD you planted in my heart to answer a question. (ISA 63:7) Thank you for the deep dive lesson on water sources and pointing out Jesus says he would rather us be HOT or COLD than Lukewarm. It makes perfect sense we all need to be useful! Melissa keeps saying Jesus will spit us out of his mouth in vomit chunks. Forgive me, Lord, it makes me chortle under my breath with how Proverbs 26:28 concludes the topic: “A lying tongue hates those who are afflicted by it, and a flattering mouth works ruin.” Yes, she clearly has zero love for me, despite the words which come out of her mouth.

Apparently, you wanted me to share a few things here and specifically tag her name. I don’t know who you are sending to this Godroom, but trust your direction implicitly. May any who come to God’s Little Hummingbird on any social media site understand they should bring EVERY concern or question directly to YOU. May they know the TRUTH she does teach so beautifully and may the Holy Spirit convict them of the ERRORS and FALSE teaching, so they may all grow closer to you. Above all, Lord, I beg of you to convict those who are NOT LEADING WITH LOVE, in their written or spoken words. In Jesus name, I do pray. Amen.