Wowza. I just sent my husband a text I will not share here. In short, it explains why I can not, in good conscience, apologize to a group of people we love deeply. It’s our church group and we have been together neither a decade, with maybe a handful of folks never “sticking”. We all love each other. I trust His Love amd His Provision. I also trust they love me and there is nothing to forgive.

In truth, I can only apologize to the hosts for any distress I may have caused in my spiritual condition, showing up without Mark two weeks ago. I can’t blame anyone for thinking I could have been under some chemical influence. The Holy Spirit showed me some super happy and joyful photos where I KNOW Jesus was with me and the other person in the photo. I can see WHY I may appear “high” through worldly eyes. Doesn’t change the fact no substances were in my body.

In so many ways, I am “high”. The biggest challenge I have is navigating being “with Jesus” and keeping grounded in whatever is going on in “the world”.

Only after sending that text did I come check the devotional at the shop.

This is strange for me to wait two plus hours to read it. We share it daily. Hence, I am writing at noon from the shop and not at the end of the day.

Thank you, Jesus. It’s been a tough two weeks but I feel PRIME.

For restoration , healing and everything beautiful…thank you. I love you so much!